Monday, June 22, 2009

i don't trust men with necklaces

i couldn't get anyone to cover my shift at stella lucy today but i got sent home for being sick anyways. i closed the store three hours early, hopefully no one drove up from san diego today...i'm always surprised at how many times i hear that a day. BUT while on my sick bed i was looking up artists i haven't heard from in a while, one of them, Matty Pop Chart, i saw in arcata two winters ago when i lived up there...weird that it was that long ago. regardless... he's really adorable and sincere. he played with kimya dawson up at the green house. i hadn't heard from him in a while but apperantly he has been up to making some muzak thankfully

Matty Pop Chart » Under the Sea

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i found this band as well which i admire for their strings and also that the drummer is using a snare and a suitcase...hmmm good band name anyone?

Busman's Holiday - (Mr.) Spaceman from If You Make It on Vimeo.



ran across Heathers shortly after and i'm not sure if i love them or not but their harmonies=perfection

Heathers - Waiter from If You Make It on Vimeo.





last one, i sware.... paul baribeau sings a leonard cohen cover


Paul Baribeau - Chelsea Hotel No. 2 from If You Make It on Vimeo.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

very very important

i just realized that i have not posted this video yet. please watch it.
it is very important, please watch the whole thing.






this isn't peta.


the least you can do is watch it before you make fun of me or look down on me for being vegan again

Thursday, June 11, 2009

i refuse

to ever fall out of love with elliott smith







Tuesday, June 9, 2009

catch up//thunder on our backs

my kitten friends from oakland








We made some delicious gluten free vegan brownies. soo chocolatey. i used half egg replacer and half banana for the eggs. good choice.





when we cut them they fell apart and looked like poop, delicious delicious mushy poop







also i tried one of these today... also delicious








Monday, June 8, 2009

Alexander




thanks for answering your phone, even if we didn't go to the show


quote of the night:

daniel : "how funny that i'm seeing the hangover with two straightedge kids"

alexander and julie : ....



also i almost forgot about this photo. it's one of the first ones i ever took and developed myself (i think i was 15). this is when i was really into adding dust and scratches, which i guess never changed.


i'm having a hard time getting my mind wrapped around the idea of getting a digital camera... it just doesn't seem real to me... the pictures i mean. they look beautiful in their own way i guess but there seems to be some sort of emptiness involved to it... i may have to take a break from photography for a while since i plan on never doing manual again

Thursday, June 4, 2009

cheese

i know many people who want to go vegan but have a hard time giving up cheese. it seems i hear vegetarians say that can give up cheese as much as omnivores say the can't give up meat. the answer... is of course you can.

but to those doubters i found a good post bob and jen(vegan freak) put up which i thought made some pretty good points. they will expand on it further in their book. the second edition is coming out in october. i recommend it for vegans and non-vegans alike




Though not cheating is easy for a lot of foods, some people find giving up cheese particularly difficult. For us, it wasn’t hard. We just went vegan one day, and didn’t look back, but for a lot of people we’ve talked to, cheese is the lone item that often still has its hooks in them. So many people have complained to us about how hard it was to give up cheese that we almost felt like we needed to set up some kind of support group in the basement of an area church where we served burnt coffee (with soy creamer) and let people talk about how many days cheese-clean they’ve been. Frankly, the whole thing was perplexing for us until we read up on casomorphins, or opioid chemicals that are present in cow’s milk (and by extension, very much present in cheese). Evolutionarily, these peptides probably had the function of creating a positive association between the calf and its mother and her milk. Now, however, humans consume more cow’s milk than calves do, and – improbable though it sounds – those who consume large amounts of dairy products are probably mildly addicted to them. It isn’t like you’re going to get the DTs or have seizures if you give up cheese, but certainly, these opiate effects can help to explain the more than mild cravings that lots of people have. A study underway during the time we were writing this book is looking at how casomorphins work in the human body, operating under the functional hypothesis that because cheese is one of the most commonly craved foods, it may be exerting mild opiate effects on its consumers. If this hypothesis is true the correct solution isn’t weaning yourself from crackcheeese slowly. As we suggest above, that would probably only lead you back to eating more cheese. The right solution is to stop eating cheese now, and to make an agreement with yourself never to eat it again. If you feel tempted to eat it, slide a paperclip over this page, and when you’re on the verge of eating cheese, come back here and remind yourself of these disgusting cheese facts:



Cheese is made from milk, and milk almost always contains pus. You may comfort yourself by thinking that the pus is pasteurized, and certainly, pasteurization will prevent you from becoming ill, but you’re still eating pus. Look at it like this: you could stick a dog turd in an autoclave and render it biologically harmless with significant pressure and heat. Yet, we’re willing to wager that you’d not be anxious to eat it unless you have some very strange proclivities indeed.


Forget about being vegan – most cheeses aren’t even vegetarian. Rennet, a stomach enzyme common to most mammals, is used to make cheese by “digesting” it, leaving behind a solid and a liquid. Rennet is often harvested from the stomachs of cattle in slaughterhouses, and used directly in cheese. Though there are vegetarian rennets synthesized by other means, it is difficult to know which cheeses use vegetarian rennet and which cheeses use the stuff scraped out of the stomachs of slaughtered animals. Yum! Cow stomach excretions obviously go great with pus!


In order for you to have your beloved cheese, someone had to produce the milk to make the cheese, and we don’t mean a dairy farmer. The someone in this case is a nameless dairy cow, identified only by a number and probably an radio frequency identification tag in her ear that helps the slave ownerfarmer track her productivity so he can send her to slaughter once she underproduces. In the larger dairy operations, this cow may never go outside, and she will repeatedly give birth to calves who will be stolen from her almost immediately after they are born. She will live a short and miserable life, and end up as hamburger on the plate of some fast food consumer, all because you could not find the guts up to stop eating cheese or drinking milk. And you say you care about animals?


Beyond being a disaster for cows, cheese is a disaster for you. A cup of diced cheddar has a whopping 532 calories, 385 of which come from fat. That includes 28 grams of saturated fat, which is 139% of amount recommended for total daily consumption by the United States government. And really, do you think those figures haven’t already been manipulated by decades of dairy and meat industry intervention in the government? To all that fat, you can add 139 milligrams of cholesterol and 820 mg of sodium. For comparison, if you decided to reach for a cup of chopped carrots instead, you’d be taking in fewer than a tenth of the total calories (52 calories for the whole cup) and less than 1 percent of the fat (3 calories versus 385 calories) than if you ate the cheese.



Cheese may taste good to you now, but really, like every other animal product, there’s no good reason to eat it. It is bad for you and bad for the animals that have to make the raw ingredients that go into it. Give it up now, call it quits, and go cold tofu. If you can do that, maybe you can come to our cheese-eaters anonymous meetings, sip some bad coffee, and tell us how many days you’ve been clean.


the original post can be found here

Monday, June 1, 2009

breaky



I was going to finally make more almond milk BUT someone ate all my almonds.....sooo...

I've been on a mission to find better vegan recipes. today i found a good one for french toast. i tweaked it a little bit and suggest you try it.

1/2 cup soy, almond, or hemp milk
3 tbls flour
splash of vanilla
cinnamon to taste (about a 1/4 tbls)
i also accidently added cinnamon sugar, but not too much, it was delicious
a couple pieces of sourdough bread

basically just mix the milk, flour, vanilla, and cinnamon, it should be pretty thick, dip bread in mixture and slap it on a skillet.

its best with some fruit but since i didn't have any so blackberry preserves it is! (that's that little purple blob)

add agave and enjoy.

also it's really good with juice




bella ciao

this has been my life over the past couple of days:

















things are looking up


rhonda is gone for a while so i played my cello until my arms hurt and my fingers were too tired to go on, though not on the songs that i'm suppose to be working on right now...oh well, tomorrow is another day.